WOW, so it has been a long time! :O

WaSaP!

Maaaan, I'm sorry! Yeah. I know.. it has been a REALLY long time since I don't write any posts.

But here I am.. and I'm gonna decorate this thing again.

School has been fine.. remember when I got 69% in math? Well now, things are a lot better. =)

I bought a new book that is named The Host by Stephenie Meyer, and OMG.. it's like one of the best books I have read after the Twilight Saga.

It's totally awesome!

I also found out that I am probably gonna go to California this summer for my cousin's sweet 16.. so I am so excited. My life has been great.. and wow, I remember how bad it was like 2 months ago.

I have more friends, and I proved everyone that this fake fat-ass girl named Elsy is a BAD influence.

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And OMG finally.. someone IS actually agreeing with me.

Well anyway, I'm so glad everything is okay with me and I hope that things are good with you too -if someone is really reading this thing-

I also got obsessed with a band named Cobra Starship. They are so freaking awesome!

One thing I have as a fact now is, as obvious as it might seem, boys are SO weird and bipolar.

Yesterday, I was at science class, and the jerk of my class started talking to ME.

I wasn't so surprised because of the fact that he was talking to a girl, but I was surprised because of the weird fact that he was talking to me, a fourteen-year-old weird-random girl, and he was inviting me to the PROM.

I mean.... PROM!

I knew he was kidding, because we girls know when guys are bothering us.. but he looked so serious when he invited me.

Of course, I couldn't go.

I asked my mom on monday if I could go to the prom, and she said no; when my mom says NO.. I shouldn't disagree with her.

So I said ''I'm sorry, but I can't.. my mom won't let me.''

And he was like BEGGING me to go.. he couldn't like me. He likes girls that are more.. social.

And I'm so shy... but maybe there's a part of him that people just haven't discovered yet.. who knows?

Well anyway, I'm not gonna go out with him. That would be IMPOSSIBLE.

And besides, prom was last night and one of my best friends, who is a boy, was telling me that

this guy was smoking and drunk.. so what was the purpose of going to prom if he was gonna be drunk?

I'm not that stupid...

Sooo.. it's saturday, and I have NOTHING to do.

I don't really wanna go to see a movie, because people SNEEZE and COUGH at the cinemas =P

and even if it seems so exaggerated.. I don't wanna be sick of that influenza crap.:/

You people who live in countries were a lot of people are sick by that thing should take care of yourselves, be smart & don't go to places where that thing concentrates the most... if you know what I mean.

Okay, so maybe I'll write here again tonight or tomorrow.. ;)

Peace x

Bad Week :(|

Ahh, this week was so freaking bad!.. and boring 7.7

I got 69% in math.. but I guess I am doing okay in math, because in the last test I did.. I got 100%, so I'm okay :)

And my friends are starting to ignore me, and that really hurts me :S Bad things always happen to the wrong people! ._. NOT FAIR T_T

Anyways, tomorrow is fridaay =D So I'm glad! This week was so freaking ... stressful. I'm feeling so tired, and I think I am gonna sleep at 8:00 pm today. 

And I'm almost finishing re-reading Eclipse :D Then BREAKING DAWN <3

Why can't Edward Cullen exist? :( There NEEDS to be someone like him in this world... for ME. 

And there's gonna be the movie for ECLiPSE iN 2010.

And NEW MOON this year! YAAAY.

Blah.. anyways, I hope next week will be... better.

My best friend hasn't been online like in forever. And I miss him :( 

This week really had its downs for me 7.7 But I'm gonna be better n_n

LAATE.

Hey guys :) 

Yeeeh, sorry for the late reply. I have been busy, and this weekend was hella fun.. I did lots of stuff.

Anyways, I fought with that guy again. Ugh, whateva.

Oh and, I got good graadeees n.n

AND I'M ALMOST GETTING MY BRACES OFF! 

I feel so ignored by my friends. Seriously.. I don't understand why they are ignoring me. I always treat them good T_T

This is all for today. Can't write anymore, I got to do lots and lots of things :(

Elias Reidy :D and RJA <3

I love them :D

Hhmm.. THAT was so retarded! :O

So yeah, my last post was really... weird!

So forget it :D   I'm normal me..

So today was pretty stressful! :O But at the end, I felt so relieved

My mom was about to punish me, because I didn't find some stuff of my P.E. uniform

We are supposed to do P.E. in shorts.. and I forgot I had left them in my locker :P

So I told my mom, and she obviously freaked out!

But anyways, dudes.. I'm still alive YAY!

What really made me survive this day was that.. I tried to be more positive to

resolve my issues.

And actually, this week for me will be so stressful! So much work..

I have my finals.. a math quiz, a lecture quiz, and I must do a biography of Gandhi.

So yeah :P But I'll be positive :)

I really doubt somebody is reading this, but what really helped me .. to continue in my life

was that .. I asked Jesus for help. I mean, he heard what I said.. I prayed while I was crying.

And .. I have been so distracted by the world that I haven't cared about God anymore.

So now it's my chance to show him that I can make HIM (God; Jehova, Jesus) proud.

And I do know some people don't believe in him.. but I'm just giving MY opinion.

And if you show love to God and that you really wanna be a good person, then you'll get to know

him better. God is wonderful. The one who really loves you. And love is all I need right now.

I freaking love the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus! I love 'em! :D Too bad Elias is not in the band

anymore :( He was so freaking funny :P I was checking his myspace last time

www.myspace.com/eliasreidy

and duuudeees, he's amazing :D!

Ronnie Winter (the main singer) is also hella cute and so sweet :D He's like shy but sweet :)

I NEVER found David.. maaan, I freaking hate facebook because of THAT 7.7

Okay okay, I'm acting stupid but seriously!?

Okay dokay, well that's all for today dudes :)

This helps me to be myself all the time:

What benefit does it have if a man gains the whole world, but loses his soul? (Matthew 16:26)

.. it's finally FRIDAY.

Hey everyone! So now.. I'm gonna write about my week! I went back to school on wednesday, and as I already mentioned before.. I didn't take my finals that day. So i'm feeling chill.

I'm totally traumatized with these amazing band called ''Red Jumpsuit Apparatus'' .. they are freaking cool! I'm in love with Ronnie and Elias ;) LOL

So tomorrow is Valentine's day.. and I don't have a valentine :[

But anyways, I'm going to go on and continue with my life..

So right now, I'm talking to my ''friend''.. I don't really know if he is my friend, because he keeps ignoring me and not talking to me.. and that really hurts & bugs me.

I wish he could say something to make me happy, and it doesn't have to be in they way I wanted it to be.. but maybe we could at least.. try to be friends.

But I still don't get.. why after all he has been through when I helped him a lot..  he doesn't wanna speak to me or chat with me.

It's really.. kind of painful. I feel like.. I have not been someone special in his life. What I really feel is used.

And I think he has a new girlfriend.. I don't even know why I feel so bothered about the idea! Is it because I'm jealous? Is it because I wish to be that girl.. again?

I would just like to be his friend. Why was everything so good when we were just friends?

And now... we can't be friends. We fought, he didn't care. I did. I do.

If he could read this.. I know that he might think I'm just being ridiculous.. but it isn't fair.

Why do I always have to be the one being betrayed?

 

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I love this!

Yay, it's finally friday! I get a chance to rest.. more. I feel like I haven't slept in ageees.  So, today was boring. Normal day.. an ''Stephanie day''. My school was like so.. weird; tomorrow is Valentine's day and everyone was giving everyone chocolates, roses, gifts.. and I felt so weird! Don't ask why... anyways I took my heart box and I put like 30 little chocolates there to give them in class. Everyone took chocolates.. even some people that I don't even.. hang out with. At the end.. there was only ONE for me... but blah, I felt lovely when I shared my 'love' to everybodeh!

happy almost valentine's day everyone <3

So the day was pretty chill.. but I don't have a valentine yet.. and I probably won't have it! I didn't find David on facebook.. so I'm pretty pissed off with FACEBOOK .. UGH.

Anywaaays =D I feel happy! I made people happy today! So YAAAY for me!

more random facts about me 

1. i love the red jumpsuit apparatus
2. i have an addiction to coffee
3. i love helping people
4. i have probably watched twilight more than 20 times.. and i'm always dazzled!
5. i have an open mind to everything that influences me positively.
6. i love being me, and me.. and ME
7. i hate it when people bother me when i am in a bad mood
8. i have  a very difficult temper when i get really angry
9. even though boris (my school friend)  bothers me to death, he knows i consider him my friend because.. he's .. SO boris!
10. everytime i watch ''taken'' (movie) i feel proud of my daddeh.
11. as i already said in my last post.. i freaking hate long distance relationships.. so don't talk to me if u wanna do that with me. i'm not available!
12. i freaking use the freaking word ''freaking'' too freaking much, is there a freaking problem?
13. i love reading books that i can relate myself with..
14. i'm addicted to vampires
15. i'm so addicted to facebook
16. i love writing songs when i feel betrayed
17. i'm addicted to eyeliners..
18. i don't like converse... i LOVE converse!
19. i freaking hate my braces
20. i get dizzy and breathless when i hear the name ''edward'' or ''david'' ..hahaa
21. i love laughing!
22. i love professional pictures and professional photo cameras!

so that's it!

i'm a very weird girl, but i have a good heart.